A Break, A Blessing, & A Beginning

Wassupppp.

Happy holidays. Did you miss me?

Honestly, I’ve had a lot going on, and I said before I’d tell you when I was ready… so let’s break down a few things.

I moved units at my property. The feng shui here is amazing. It feels so comforting and homey. I’m sleeping better, and I’m actually enjoying my space.

My antidepressant was increased. I went through a long stressful, quiet, exhausting episode and it was needed, so I’ve just been navigating through that.

Therapy is great per usualllll .. shoutout to my therapist.

You know I’ve always said healing never ends. It’s a journey. And I think I’ve been pushing through as needed.

I took a break from social media and came back with news.

That isssss…

I’m in REMISSION. Whoop whooppppppp!

Bout mfn time lmao. I am cancer free. And shid, if I’m being honest, I don’t even know how to really feel about it. I don’t know if I have actually taken it in and accepted it forreal just yet. It’s been a long 12 months man. Thank God for keeping me here.

I’m thankful. I’m always thankful to God. I truly believe I am a chosen one. My doctor and I decided not to ring the bell yet just because it felt like bad luck due to the last time. I have a procedure scheduled for next week.

Shit crazy. Literally.

I went home for Thanksgiving thinking I’d stay inside, you know like incognito… and ended up out and about celebrating.

Shoutout to my lovesss, ’cause ya girl had to be carried out the club per usual. AHHHHHHHHHH lmao. If you KNOW me, then that solidifies I had a great night 10/10.

All in all, it was a great 5 day break from responsibilities and thoughts and just a well needed pause.

I really am trying to get back to being in the present. Live the life I have and not take it for granted. So you ask, I shall appear if I can.

When I look at everything that’s happened these past few months moving, healing, adjusting meds, therapy, taking breaks, celebrating, surviving I realize it’s all connected. Every shift, every change, every moment of chaos or peace has pushed me right where I’m supposed to be. And now, stepping into remission, it all finally feels like it makes sense.

All these little life changes linked up to remind me that I’m still growing. Still learning. Still protected. Even when life feels random, God always lines things up exactly how they need to be.

I hope you never take anything for granted. Because i’m not. I’m in that mode.. watch my smoke.

-K🤍

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Song of the Week : I’m that Girl x Beyonce